I have lost three within the last few weeks; two of whom I was very close with. It keeps getting more and more difficult with each passing day.
After the many losses the past few years, I can now understand how the "boys" who went abroad, were leery of making friends with the replacements. After a while you simply don't want to get to know any more, for fear of making friends and losing them. That is how it's getting for me.
When I open my email I dread the next announcement.
I was talking to hubby the other day and was telling him about my feelings, and he said, ya your program no longer says, "You have mail", but now exclaims "Guess who's died!" I HAD to laugh, for you have to! That's about it, I lamented...
M-1 I have had this poem in a special place in my scrap book and I have instructed my daughter
Martha to read it when it's my time to see my beloved wife again. Roque